Art Update July 2023: Can’t Quite Hack It


Another Unexpected Turn of Events

Hey everyone!

It’s been a while but I’m back with a new update. I had a few neat things I was working on that I was excited to reveal and talk about. Unfortunately, the world had other plans and decided to throw yet another major curveball at me. I hinted at this in the title, but all puns aside, this isn’t really a joking matter. Simply put…

…My instagram account was hacked and hijacked from me.

Yes, I fell victim to the ever growing epidemic of scammers and hackers. Now normally I’m very good at weeding out a potential scammer/hacker, but this particular person hit me where I’m most empathetic. They posed as a fellow artist struggling to be seen and acknowledged. My red flags didn’t go up at first because this person communicated in such a way that felt like a real person with a genuine issue looking for fellow support in the community. As an artist currently in that place, I understand the pain and struggle to get out there and be truly appreciated.

So after a bit of back and forth chatting, they send me a link to an art contest asking if I can help them out and vote for their work. Right there the alarm bells should have been going off, but again, I was blinded by the empathy I felt having personally dealt with similar things. So I clicked on the link. As soon as I did though, I noticed the site was fishy. I used no names for anything, only referring to the artist by number and generic descriptions. Also, certain links and buttons that would work on legitimate sites were not here. So I left without entering any sort of information that would give them access to my account. But I guess these hackers are more cunning than I thought, because they must have had a way to get it regardless. Simply clicking the link was enough. I thought little of it at the time. However I woke up the next day to a notice that my email was changed and I couldn’t log in anymore. Followed by a series of “support” emails stating that if the account couldn’t be recovered then I’d need to pay $600 to get it back. At that point things were too far gone and I couldn’t get it back.

I lost all the progress and connections to fellow artists I made on that site. Gone in an instant. What stings more is that it should’ve been preventable, but the empathy clouded my judgement. So I had to live with the consequences here.

I had to start all over again. From the beginning with zero followers. Completely demoralized. Needless to say, I was feeling really down and unsure if I’d be able to recover. I say that because I started that account almost ten years ago and I had only connected with 360 people. So of course I’m thinking to myself that this will be difficult to come back from. I struggled immensely just to get to where I was at, and even then that’s not really a whole lot. Some people get that many followers in mere hours. That’s not how it has been for me. I’ve had to really work hard to connect with the 360 people I had. Now they’re gone and I have to try and work my way back. But I don’t have another ten years to get there. I can’t do that again. I had to try a different approach.

So I reached out to as many of my fellow artists as I could and explained my situation to them. What caught me by surprise was the overwhelming support they all gave me. Many of them were almost complete strangers to me, yet they helped me out and spread the word. I am incredibly grateful and humbled by that.
Since this event happened, I’m only a fraction closer to where I was, but I’ve made way more meaningful connections with artists now than I had before. So even though I’m still setback a lot, it feels like I have more. Perhaps by starting over, I’ve weeded out the “bots” and “ghosts” and instead found myself becoming closer with actual people with likeminded interests.

Maybe being hacked wasn’t a bad thing. Maybe it’s exactly what I needed. A fresh start.

So that’s where things stand now on that front. I’ve been focusing more on getting back the small audience I had over there. Some good news that hasn’t changed is I want to announce that I will have an artist table one again at Comicopolis at the White Oak Library in Lockport, IL on July 29th. I wanted to participate in many more conventions, but with being in the first year of a new full time job, I wasn’t able to stay on top of that for this year. I’m happy I was able to at least book this one and then after it I will keep an eye out for others to join for next year. I really enjoyed the convention scene and I want to get back into that soon.

Well if you made it this far, thank you for reading and hearing my troubles lately. My entire art career has been littered with struggles. Those close to me can attest to that. However, I’m learning quickly that no matter what happens you cannot give up when things like this happening. Not when it’s something that is important and you’re passionate about.

The comeback will be far greater than the setback!

Keep Moving Forward

Pivoting to new endeavors

Hey!

I’m back again but this time with a bit of a new approach. This is going to be an update on many of the art things I’m doing and working on. I’d like to do this type of thing every few months to keep you all in the know with whatever art related things I have in the pipeline. So let’s get into it!

The first thing, and you may have noticed this already, but I closed down commissions for the forseeable future. I did a handful of commissions here and there, but now I want to focus on other things that will take up more of my time and energy. So I simply won’t have the time to devote to it as before. So for that reason I’m closing the doors on it for now. Will I open them again? Possibly, but it’s really hard to say right now. I’ll certainly consider it down the road.

So what could I possibly be focusing all my attention on that would cause me to shut down commissions? Well, the answer is me. Quite simply, I want to start working more on the projects that I am truly passionate about. The ones that I decide are important. Now that could be seen as selfish and I guess it is a bit. But my whole life I have been doing work for others making their ideas and visions come to life. Well now I want to apply all my attention to making my ideas a reality. I’ve had so many ideas that I never followed through on for whatever reason. Life is short, so I’m deciding it’s time to work on my ideas before it becomes too late.

One of the things I’m doing is putting a big focus on my presence on creator supporting sites, specifically Ko-fi. I’ve had an account on that site for some time, but I never was consistent with with uploading content there and used it more of a tip jar if you will. Well now I went back and reworked my the whole thing and restructured it. I set it up so I know offer membership options on Ko-fi! I have three tier levels each with something unique and exclusive. I want to offer something special for those of you who support me and my crazy art journey. It’s already live too so please go check it out here https://ko-fi.com/dstankowiczart

The other thing is I want to focus on my original comic story I’ve had for many years. This comic stars my original characters Potato and Bimm, which you can see plus other character concepts for their world in my gallery. Anyway, I’ve completed a few pages but it has taken me far too long to still be so early on in the creation process. So I’m going to be putting an emphasis on finishing this thing real soon. I even plan to show off some of the behind the scenes look at the pages on Ko-fi. Every thing then will come full circle!

That’s about it for now. I really hope I can remain motivated to keep up with this plan, because it has the potential to be the most rewarding. The next thing is I’m looking into getting back into the convention scene and sign up for a few upcoming shows. I’m not sure which ones yet but I’ll be sure to keep you all updated again in the near future when I know.

So until the next update, keep moving forward!

A Fresh New Start


Another new year with another attempt at making change.
But will it work?


Well here we are again. The year is ending and it’s time to reflect on all the goals I had for myself. Let’s take a look and…oh…well, this is awkward.

All joking aside, you’ve probably noticed that I haven’t been here at all throughout the year. That is because I unfortunately dropped the ball. I could make excuses for “life happening” and what not, but I won’t. I know full well it is my own fault for not following through with what I set out to do a year ago in a similar post. That means many, if not all, of the things I wanted to change or accomplish never happened. While that is incredibly disappointing on my end, I can’t dwell on the past. It happened, and all I can do now is look forward.

That is exactly what I plan to do. Too often I’ve focused on what didn’t work or what went wrong to try and avoid the same mistakes. It hasn’t worked out too great for me. So I’ll acknowledge the failures but continue to move on. I know my track record is against me here, but something in me has changed. I feel more committed to my goals than I ever have and I need to strike while the iron is hot.

It happened, and all I can do now is look forward.

My plan for this website has changed a bit. The ultimate goal is to have this place be the one site to find everything related to my work. At this time that doesn’t seem possible yet. So for now I will use this blog as a way to update everyone in a more detailed manner on what I’m working on each month. Keep people informed on the projects in development, conventions I may be attending, and other art things. I’d also like to write some product review here once in a while. I will also try to update the artwork in my gallery to keep up with my ever evolving skills and style. Basically, I don’t want this website to be stagnant for too long. It needs to be a living and breathing place so all who come here can engage with the content.

The next change was a tough decision, but I’m closing down commissions. The ones I have done before were super fun, but the requests are not consistent enough to remain a top priority. I will still have all the information available on the site and you can always reach out to inquire about them. I just won’t be actively pursuing them like I was trying before. It may come off as selfish, but I want to focus more on the art that I am passionate about creating, like my original comic. More on that another time.

Which leads to the next thing. I’ve had a Ko-fi page for a while but I only updated it on occasion. I want to change that. I’ve decided to start offering memberships there for access to exclusive artwork and see other art related things before anywhere else. It will be the best way to support my creative endeavors outside of artist alley tables at conventions. It is way too expensive for me to run a server on this site to do what I can with Ko-fi, so I will used that in conjunction with my website to see and experience all there is with my work.

I want to focus more on the art that I am passionate about creating.

As for social media, I’m going to take a more relaxed approach to it. I’ve tried so hard to do the right things and follow all the tips and advice to reach more people there, but it just hasn’t worked. So I will still use my Instagram page but it will mostly be to preview what you can find here or on my Ko-fi page. Maybe that will allow me to be more personal there, which may end up being the thing I was missing. Funny if that ends up being the case. We’ll just have to wait and see.

So here we are on the dawn of a new year with familiar goals. But it’s time to pivot and adjust my approach. Will it work? I don’t know. What I do know is things weren’t working before so it is time to mix it up. If I want new and different things to happen then I have to start doing new and different things. Seems pretty simple when put that way. All I know is that no matter what happens, I have to…

Keep Moving Forward

Happy New Year!

A New Year and New Beginning

A fresh start to invigorate an artistic career


Hope you all are enjoying the new year!

Even though we are already just about a month in, I wanted to talk a bit about my game plan going forward with my artwork and this website. Much like every year, I have big plans and aspirations on what I want to accomplish. While I’ve fallen short in the past on many of those goals, I’m hopeful that this year I will change all that.

The year has already started off on a good note. At the beginning of the month, I began a new job as a full time Graphic Designer! I’ve been clamoring a good long while for a creative position like that, so those closest to me will know that a huge weight that I’ve been carrying has been lifted off my shoulders. I quite enjoy graphic design and I’m really liking the job so far, but if you’ve been following me for any amount of time then you’ll know that this isn’t the final destination for my career. My dream is to be able to make a living off my illustrations and character designs. This new job is a great leap in the right direction but I still hunger for that full time illustrator role.

That is one minor downside to this new job. Since it is full time, it has taken a lot of the time away from me working on new and current illustration projects. I’m now in a position where I have to use what ever time I have each day and week to work on artwork as best I can. That means that now there will probably be even longer periods of inactivity both here on my site and the few social media pages I use (which I still hate by the way). I am still drawing and creating whenever I can. If you don’t see or hear from me for a while, just know I’m working on things that are taking longer now that I have limited time throughout the week. The big takeaway here is that I will still be drawing and illustrating because I enjoy it too much and I still want to share my characters and stories with the world. Graphic design is nice, but I still want to be a full time illustrator, so I am continuing to reach for that.

I am still drawing and creating whenever I can

One of the things I hope will strengthen that effort is the way I intend to use this website. I may have stated this before, but I want this site to be the the central hub for all things related to my artwork. In the past I was only really using it as a portfolio site with galleries of some of my better original work and nothing more. Recently, though, I have begun to add other ways to broaden how you view and interact with the website. One of them is the inclusion of this blog, where you can hear news, info, and updates straight from the horses mouth with no limitations. That was a great idea as I now have a way to speak my mind and let you all know what is happening with my artwork in a more direct fashion. The other change I made even more recent is the ability to support my art by selling prints of illustrations, commissioned work, and individual donations. As a goal to make this a one stop shop for anything with my artwork, it just made sense to make these options available here versus using another site like Etsy, Redbubble, Ko-fi, and etc. There is another idea I have planned to try and I’ll be announcing what that is very soon. Stay tuned…

So that is where things are at right now. The year has just begun, and while there have been some big changes already, some things have stayed the same. My desire and passion to keep creating colorful and appealing characters/illustrations has and will never waver. I’m also continuing the development of my comic starring my characters Potato & Bimm so that I can finish it by the end of this year, which is very exciting! Many exciting possibilities that I am optimistic can become a reality. My time has become more scarce now, but all that means is that I need to become more focused than ever before. The visions and goals I’ve set for myself are right in front of me, and to reach them all I have to do is…

Keep Moving Forward!

A Time to be Thankful

As I sit here I find that many things have changed in the world. While those around me are improving, growing, and moving on with their lives, I see myself in the same place. A state of limbo I feel somewhat stuck in perpetually. However, despite that, I choose to be positive and grateful for what I have. It is incredibly easy to be cynical and bitter about the things we don’t have (I admittedly have done this), but it takes a stronger will to appreciate all that is right in front of you.

I know that while my family may get on my nerves quite often (and honestly, whose doesn’t?), they are always there for me and have my back no matter what. And my close circle of friends has been amazing. I am who I am because of all of them and I wouldn’t have that any other way.

There has been an unexpected surprise this year though. I’ve started building great rapport with a community of likeminded artists on Instagram. That is extremely unexpected considering my disdain for all social media. It’s a great feeling to be a part of a small group of artists who support each other. Their kindness and support has helped me keep up a positive mindset about the future. I am very thankful for them.

I’m not a writer, so many of these blog posts come as a struggle to me. But I felt the need show my appreciation for all the people and things in my life. I am grateful for all of them, no matter how small. So I hope you all enjoyed this Thanksgiving holiday weekend and ate boatloads of turkey and stuffing.

Thank you for all your support. Even if its just stopping by to give a look at some of the art and share it to someone else, it helps so much for an artist like me trying to get his feet off the ground.

In case you didn’t have enough, here is some left over turkey as a thank you.

Keep Moving Forward

Why I Stopped using Facebook and Twitter

Social media has become a necessity these days, and I’ve decided to quit using two of the biggest names in the game.


We certainly live in an interesting time. Social media has become the driving force behind just about everything we do now. People make livings off of managing social accounts and engaging with others on these platforms. It has almost become required that artists like myself have a presence on these sites to showcase our work. You might even say it is now crucial for artistic growth. I played along and was fairly active on all the major platforms for a while. However, I’ve recently decided to stop using Facebook and Twitter altogether.

I have developed a love-hate relationship with social media over the years. I recognize it’s importance for certain things like advertising artwork and showing it off to the world, but it has also been a source of my anger and frustration. I believe that is because I fell into the social media trap. What exactly is that? Well I see it as becoming too obsessed with the number of “Likes” and “Followers” you receive. That obsession then becomes a deciding factor in ones own self-worth and value. The problem is that it’s a very easy trap to fall into. You post a sketch, illustration, or whatever it is that you create and you see the number of likes start piling up. Those notification pings trigger an endorphin rush and you start feeling excited. Then you see the followers go up and you become elated. You start thinking “Hey! People are taking note of my content and they like what they see/hear/read. I’m doing something right! Awesome!” So then you continue creating similar content because that clearly resonated with others. But the next few pieces of content don’t perform as well. In fact, you hear crickets. Hardly any likes and no new followers. Hell, you might even see a few unfollows. You get confused and devastated. You then ask yourself “Why is this content doing so poorly now? Was the other just a fluke? Why haven’t I taken off yet? Am I just not as good as I thought?” That right there is the trap.

I fell into the social media trap.

Social media should not dictate how you view yourself or the work you make. It is not indicative of the quality you produce. I have met and discovered many artists that are way better than what their numbers may say. For a while I couldn’t see that. I was becoming self-obsessed with my social media stats and felt it consume me. I wanted to create things just to generate more “Likes” and “Follows” because I saw that as validation of my worth as an artist. It was actually a huge reason why I lost my focus, which I talked heavily upon last week. I had to take a step back and really look at how social media was affecting me and why I was using it. It’s simply a tool I use to showcase my artwork on any given platform. Logically, one would then assume that posting on every major platform would just increase the amount of people who could see my work. For years I did just that. But in these last few months, I noticed things that had me rethinking that strategy entirely. Which brings me to Facebook and Twitter. It may seem blasphemous to some, but I have to say it…They are useless to me.

I suppose I should clarify that this is just my opinion and that I recognize that these platforms may provide something useful for other artists out there. Just looking at my experience with these two specifically, I concluded that they offer no benefit to me anymore. I’ll start with Facebook. I found it incredibly difficult to reach anyone outside of my network of family and friends. It was nice that those close to me could see what I was working on, but they weren’t the right audience. I am grateful for their support, but I needed to be able to reach everyone. Facebook made it unnecessarily difficult to reach those people. Which meant that anything I posted would be seen by the same group of people every time, almost exclusively. That meant that any chance of organic growth was nonexistent. Then I just couldn’t get past some of the dumb things people posted. It felt like it became a host for silly memes and videos, which I wasn’t interested in. Now Twitter is a different beast. It offered the ability to reach a much wider audience, but I just could not figure out that damn algorithm. No matter how hard I tried it seemed like everything I posted there was overlooked simply because the stupid algorithm didn’t favor it. What made it worse was that despite my attempts to manipulate the system in my favor, it never worked. Imagine creating the best artwork you’ve ever done, but you get no feedback only because the stupid site’s mathematical algorithm never properly catches it. It makes two hundred followers feel like five because ninety percent of them never even saw what you posted. The effort I put in didn’t justify the results and I grew tired of playing that game. Posting my artwork on Twitter was the equivalent to showing it to a wall; it was pointless and a waste of time.

The final straw was when they began to suppress certain views and thoughts. Censorship isn’t my thing. I don’t get mixed up in politics, but I support the right to think and speak freely. It doesn’t matter what side of the aisle you stand, everyone has the right to speak their mind no matter how stupid or ignorant it may be. That’s all I’ll say about that. I’m not about to continue using platforms that could shut me down simply because someone didn’t like what they saw or read. I understand that these are companies with the ability to create and enforce their own rules and regulations. However, I can also choose not to follow those dumb rules by just not using the site, so I’m not. Simple as that. Since I’ve made that decision, I’ve felt much more liberated and overall happier.

It was pointless and a waste of time.

Despite all this, the only social media site I use almost exclusively now is Instagram. Yeah I know it’s ironic because Facebook owns Instagram, but that platform feels and operates differently for me. Maybe it’s because I can get through their stupid algorithm and connect and converse with others. There isn’t as much of a disconnect for me so I’m able to use it more successfully. It also really helps when you show off artwork and people can ACTUALLY see it. What a concept, huh? That’s not to say that Instagram’s algorithm isn’t stupid every now and then, I just find it to be less of a hinderance then those other two places. I’ve found a good balance there for now, but I’m sure it’s a matter time before the hammer strikes down hard. It’s why I’m using alternative platforms more like my own website as well. There’s no mathematical equation telling you what you’ll see around here. There’s no person or program that controls what I put here. That artistic freedom is very enticing going forward. With the help of Instagram for the time being, I feel like real growth is achievable here on this blog and website. I’ve heard many people say that if you aren’t actively growing you feel dead inside. Since I’ve made these choices, I’ve never felt more alive.

Speaking of growth, here is a quick redraw of a ninja girl character I did many years ago. The old drawing hurts me on a deep level.

Never Stop Creating.

Regaining Focus and Remembering “Why?”

I’m going pretty deep as I remind myself why I began my art journey in the first place.


I’ll start by saying my journey has not been an easy one. I have faced an incredible amount of adversity, especially these last few years. Rejection after disappointed put my desire and faith to the test. Last year specifically was the ultimate tipping point. The pandemic hit and affected every one of us in different ways. Like many people out there, I lost someone incredibly special. I was not prepared for how hard it would hit me. It took my already fragile mindset over the years and completely shattered it. I could feel myself scrambling to find a course of action to return to the path I began on. Everything I created felt like a futile attempt at a far off impossible achievement. What little focus I had was gone.

At this point I felt like giving up was an inevitability. When I did find the motivation to create something, it fell on blind eyes. I began focusing too much on becoming successful by any means that the art I made felt forced and lifeless. I’m not sure if I was actually depressed, but I felt like I was pretty close. I foresaw no end to all of this. An ongoing spiral of failure and letdowns that made me question my goals. Was my dream of being a successful artist nothing but a dream? Was I destined to fail?

What little focus I had was gone.

2021 began and I was about to break. Shortly after a talk with a good friend about all my troubles, I had an epiphany. I started thinking of my friend who had passed away and how he never gave up on himself. He faced adversity and never caved. And he would certainly never give up on me. He would slap me across my face and tell me I’m crazy for even contemplating giving up. I then went even further back and remembered my college graduation. It was the last major event my “Papou” saw. I remember seeing the pride in his eyes as I walked up to the stage to receive my degree. He believed in me too. By giving up, I would be letting them down just as much as myself. To do so would be desecrating their memory. I couldn’t do that, so I needed to take a deep look within myself and regain my true focus.

To become re-focused, I needed to remember my “Why?” Why did I start this journey? Why did I want to become an artist? I had to go back to when I was a kid watching all sorts of animated films and shows. The characters and stories they told inspired me and introduced worlds I could never imagine. I felt the joy and happiness they brought me and could see it in others. Video games entered my life and took that to the next level. I wanted to bring that feeling of joy to others as well. I wanted them to see my work and become inspired themselves. I needed to make sure all those who believed in me and had my back were proud of what I created.

I needed to take a deep look within myself and regain my true focus.

So what is defined as success? I became so fixated on financial success that I neglected to see that success comes in many forms. I started to focus on creating art for financial gain instead of for the pure joy of doing it. Success should be creating artwork that I am immensely proud of no matter what and makes people happy. Whether others choose to follow along or not doesn’t change this. That is why I became an artist. Keeping this in mind has helped me realign my focus on continuing to create great artwork for all to enjoy. It’s why I can’t give up. I can’t ever throw in the towel. The only thing I guarantee by doing that is ensuring failure completely, and that is not an option. I can’t do that to myself, to anyone who believed in me, or to anyone that my art has touched in some way. So I will keep drawing and creating to reach the peak of the mountain. It may take my whole life and I may never even make it, but I can never stop trying. That in itself is success.

Cowards never start. Weak never finish. Strong never quit.

Here is an exclusive Rosalina sketch that has nothing to do with what I wrote. Enjoy!